2001-12-05 - 8:10 p.m.
well...i think you all for the suport.
i went to the memorial and yes i did cry. during and after i began to question mortality.
what is it? why is it? am i who i think i am? am i who others think i am? how do i know that i am what they say i am? if i die were will i go? will i go to a lake of fire and flame? or a light of peace and happiness?
i guess what im saying is that i need to make peace in some way or another. im glad that i have the friends that i do. i love you all and i will think before i act im starting to cry again.