2001-01-15 - 05:03:20
this is a cry for help! i am so depressed im tired of being someone im not! i want love i will express my love and crushes through suddle clues! there are five people i like at school! they all know me and i know them! do i have a chance...............no i dont, so why try? theyll just reject me and tell me that im cute but not cute cute but little kid cute and i cant express my love for fear of pain. i must hide and coward and use my pain a insperation for my monoluges in drama. well im going to go do what i do best and thats self mutilation! so dont tell me to take off my coat enless you want to see my pain!